February 2010
you know what i'd like right now?
someone to fuckin calm me down, cos i’m a mess. holding all of this stress and hurt and instability in for a long time doesn’t help, and now it’s all coming out. this essay doesn’t fkn help either, or the fact that i need to fkn memorize these lines. i’m about to just not write this essay & forget about school completely. i just need someone, really badly.
i can't stand this anymore
i hate feeling like this, i can’t live like this anymore.
YESSS,
i love the rush you get from when you’re adrenaline is pumping, and you just feel like you wanna kick the shit out of the world.
hahahahah,
i love how when i get mad, my new yorker side comes out of me & i curse like a freakin sailorrr. but when i’m not mad, i’m like the sweetest most caring person ever.
i love myself
January 2010
thinkingggg
about a lot, everything, what i’m doing til i leave.
i need letters of rec for college, & to send in my transcripts. ughhhhhh.
yo man, what you doinnnn.
- ap english essay.
- ap psych pq questions & key terms/people.
- study ap gov’t ch. 2 test for tomorrow & take notes.
- learn my lines for drama.
how much more could you possibly do to push me...
you don't want me anymore
i wish my friend's houses were connected to mine...
missbrittany:
(via sameyboy)
going rollerskatingggg,
peace <3
it's amazing how i turned out
considering the mother i had raise me.
When all you got to keep is strong, move along,...
getting out
going shopping with may & laura soon, gonna walk to aunt val’s at 10ish & get outta here before the redneck comes back.
i miss you,
i can’t really sleep that well without you.
waiting for my asian research.
then on with more virtual school. i need to do three assignments or i’m kicked out of the class d:
“Everything happens for a reason and a purpose, and it serves you.”
– Anthony Robbins.
ughh,
this is killing me. i miss you so much. not being able to talk to you most of the day usually bothers me. but this? not being able to talk to you for 3 days is an absolute killer /: </3
i seriously cant wait
until i can be with you every day of my life.
J.D. Salinger, 91, Is Dead - ArtsBeat Blog -... →
peterwknox:
The statement added: “Salinger had remarked that he was in this world but not of it. His body is gone but the family hopes that he is still with those he loves, whether they are religious or historical figures, personal friends or fictional characters.”
Here’s what I had to say: Rubbing out the last “Fuck You” in the world…
RIP my little amazing rebel author <3
this is mostly for branden,
i don’t know when i’ll be able to talk to you, my phone’s off & i’m going to marisa’s.
i love you so much
“If I could explain love in one word, it would have to be trust.
Trust that he...”
– (via inthelifeofkait) (via jadeskye)
you can't have a dream & cut it to fit.
let's go together,
with a wink and a smile.
you're nuts,
you’re BEYOND nuts.
crazy, psycho, a total loon. boston? NUHUH.
i love you
try and remember that.
taco bell, peace <3
boredom
jadeskye:
debbiemuller:
jadeskye:
debbiemuller:
jadeskye:
ummmmm anyone wanna come over and act like a complete asshole with me?
i’m like rotting in my house.
YESYESYES<3
you better be moving up here in june you skank <3
forreals, i ammm. except we need to figure out what i’m gonna do with like all my stuff, where i’m gonna put it until college, & how the heck i’m...
boredom
jadeskye:
debbiemuller:
jadeskye:
ummmmm anyone wanna come over and act like a complete asshole with me?
i’m like rotting in my house.
YESYESYES<3
you better be moving up here in june you skank <3
forreals, i ammm. except we need to figure out what i’m gonna do with like all my stuff, where i’m gonna put it until college, & how the heck i’m getting to...
boredom
jadeskye:
ummmmm anyone wanna come over and act like a complete asshole with me?
i’m like rotting in my house.
YESYESYES<3
sometimes,
i really just need you. not to talk everything out, just for you to be there. i’m not hiding anything deliberately, it’s just better when you’re here, when we can lay down, and in that instant you make all my problems go away.
it seems like everything i do,
you have a reason to be mad.
I Love My Girlfriend
brandenbrown:
Sooooooooooo Much
Debbie Virginia Muller you mean the world to me<333333
again with the virginia.
i don't worry cos everything's gonna be alrightt.
To sammy
brandenbrown:
lmfao you took my idea hahah
LOL.
tumblr gf. told you.
the tumble posts are filled
with branden & his tumblr gf d:
REBLOG IF you love accomplishing something before...
halfwaysobersam:
aarondawsonisill:
(via idothattoo)
so today,
i made callbacks, pusta told me she has a role for me in mind & they’re tomorrow, i finally understood the tap dance & taught it to someone, & all this happiness managed to get taken over by heart breaking sadness.
“Love is long-suffering and kind.Love is not jealous, it does not brag, does not...”
– 1 Corinthians 13 : 4-7
there's nothing that can fix this,
i guess we’re back at the beginning.